forgot something

i forgot something? weird......

 

i have been on my diet now for a while, like since actually december. i went "off and on" though, especially around christmas and the time when i was in wisconsin. i don't like telling people about it or talking about it so this here is rare. i like being on it, in general...it just feels like life is more controlled. and once you get past the first few days of horribleness, it's fine.

 

anyway, i have been very strict lately, and i've noticed that i seem to be secreting sugar. it happened in december as well. it is so weird. my saliva tastes exactly like kool-aid. it gets very old. this did not happen last time i was on it. last time the biggest problem was with arms and legs falling asleep. this time, nope - kool-aid flavored saliva. it's kind of nice, because it makes me really not want to eat sugar because it's constantly in my mouth already. weird what your body does. brighton - ever had this phenomenon? another thing this time around is that i hate the cheesecake i used to make as well as the hot dogs i ate every day. have not had a single hot dog, and have only tried the cheesecake once or twice. the saliva just makes it unbearable.

 

i made some dried zucchini with splenda and cinnamon on it and i couldn't eat it bec. it was too sweet. it tasted like a cube of sugar. i had some barbecued pork last night and it was possibly the best thing i've ever eaten.